Am I really that awful of a person that I can’t be happy for more than 48 hours at a time? I try my best to be nice to everyone. But is everyone nice to me? Absolutely not. I get treated like shit. Is it cause I’m a Zickefoose? Is it cause I’m not pretty enough, or skinny enough? Is it cause if someone is mean to me, I’ll ignore them and just get quiet instead of sticking up for myself? Someone please fucking tell me why I can’t just be happy. I’m driving myself insane with reasons on why I think so. I get ignored half the time, so I kinda just keep to myself now. 
I know, I’m not depressed. I’m just not happy. I know people have it worse than me, but I have my own problems too. Okay. Goodnight tumblr. 

Literally, I was so upset. Came home, got sick. And now exams tomorrow. Yippee -_- I hate my life.